July 22, 2004

Still seeking intellegent life on earth.

Today was my Dr.'s appointment. My blood pressure was high again and my period is 2 months late. I am bruised from head to toe. I can't seem to get out of this brain fog that I am in. I have literally slept the last 3 to 4 days away. My face is real puffy and my eyes are swollen up so I can barely see. I have big dark circles under them and they are bloodshot for no good reason. The nausea is getting old too. These are just to name a few things. Depression. He concluded that I am depressed. And wants me to try a different antidepressent. I am so sick of getting jerked around. I am not depressed. I already take Zyprexa for psychotic episodes. (Even though I'm not bipolar or mental in any way.) It makes me sleep real good and have no side effects. I don't over think things anymore thank god, I can be so anal about things. I told him I want my life back and I want it yesterday. At any rate he added another blood pressure medication to the growing list of pharmaceuticals I now posess in my little treasure chest of GOODIES. Cant forget the antidepressant too. He gave me a sample of Lexapro and forgot to give me the BP meds. He didn't even give me a prescription. Talk about forgetful. Well I didn't question it because he handed me 2 different sample (or so I thought) .
Well, I'm wiped out. The fatigue has got me wiped out. I'm off to bed . After today I think I am going to be out for days to come. Goodnite. 

Posted by Angie Noah on July 22, 2004 12:49 AM