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June 29, 2004

I am settled in a

I am settled in a small hotel with a set rent. Today the rain has set in. Early morning rain over Europe. I am trying to get a job in a new city.

It started to rain with a thunder clap at about three this morning. A Charming wake up call that came from the grand reception of the heavens where no doubt famous writers dwell to record for Our Maker the events of this world. Posting to the Divine Maker of Man the news of people that are alone in hotel rooms, and your lives too.

I have a chance to say a few things now as well today: I am trying to find a way to MOTIVATE myself with what I spoke of in the last post!! Yes to slow down on the cigarettes...and here is the trick to healthy living: I will smoke no more than ten between posts..so I record my health and keep down my risk of cancer as well.

Posted by ersol at 07:22 AM | Comments (10)

June 13, 2004

Come to hell with Halliburton (in Iraq) as the pay's good!

"Come to hell with Halliburton" is the way that the left wing press calls out RIGHTLY as thirty-nine Halliburton workers have been killed in Iraq and two are unaccounted for to date.

America seems bipolar! One year we bomb the Serbs, the next we wish we never had as the heart of training grounds (other than in lands we now have attacked) is Bosnia!

We are as a nation not yet able to hit and destroy targets. So we destroy nations. We should think slowly. Then act fast and avoid the hell of workers from Halliburton.

Posted by ersol at 02:28 PM | Comments (0)

June 08, 2004

The question !

A note to thank the 3 people who have written in with their comments.

Posted by ersol at 12:00 AM | Comments (2)

June 02, 2004

Today I got a speech

Today I got a speech from a friend of my mother that I needed to relax. Some NEW AGE person with the theory that I could RELAX while I wanted to shoot him for telling me that I looked strained. No, sorry here the bipolar was NOT understood.

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Posted by ersol at 07:09 PM | Comments (3)

June 01, 2004

First post

Tension sets in very often in my life.
Based on fears, based on solitude, based
on bipolar emotions. Writing about this
is clearly a way to NOT be afraid of admitting
what I live. So many are afraid of saying
I need love, care and attention in the general
world. But when you face mood swings the call
to care is about other people being patient,
and generally when it comes to issues of the
mind people are not able to understand your
emotions, hence alone you write a diary!

Posted by ersol at 12:56 PM | Comments (175)