December 28, 2004
Christmastime...
MOOD:not bad, not bad at all..
We had a most excellent Christmas this year, other than really missing the kids, next year we will all be together, no matter what! Billy gave me a bunch of new things for our Christmas village, a pond, skating rink, some benches and sidewalk stuff. Its really looking good now. We went to Anne and Bills early in the morning and had another gift opening there, lovely things from them. They made a very cool thing for Billy. His first gift was a map and compass with instructions for finding a second gift and map *downstairs in the coffeetable*. Then he had to go outside and find another one in the woodshed, back in the house to decipher the map...then finally outside once more to the garage where the bike was! Very awesome indeed, a Christmas he will remember always and hopefully pass the idea on to his kids.
Next payday I am going to buy a ticket for Brody to come out here as I have been worried about him for a while now and he is not living with Carissa anymore. So its time to have him "home" with us for a while and help him get it together. There is so much work here he shall have no problem. He asked his dad for money for food and dad said no, another thing for me to dislike him for. I still wonder what it was I saw in him? I guess it's the fact he has changed soooo much is all. He was not like that, or was he?
I started Paxil the day before Christmas eve and have been so stinking tired it's not funny. Of course, nothing any different in the "brain department" as of yet, as always, a couple or 3 weeks they say. We shall see. Up to 185.00/month for my meds, no wonder I am depressed! :-)
Posted by hellonwhls on December 28, 2004 03:43 AM
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