January 02, 2005
fighting with billy
Here I sit, listening to billy verbally abuse me. I don't know what to do about it. Billy is 12. I try to make him go to his room, he yells louder, yelling "dont touch me". We live in an apartment, the neighbours below alreay hate me, so this is just fuel for their fire. He wants to go to BC. NOW. This is a 24 hour drive he is talking about, he knows this, too. Now he is yelling about me hating him. he is out of control. tomorrow he is going to not go to school, or if he goes, he is going to get expelled, he tells me. He told me I was ugly. I am offended beyond belief. All of the kids know the verbal abuse I took as a child, and this was one of the worst things I have ever been told. I look in the mirror daily and am confirmed of this. I know that no matter how many people are in a room, I am the fattest, the ugliest, the stupidest one there. This has been instilled in me since I was young.
Posted by hellonwhls on January 2, 2005 06:09 PM
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