February 10, 2005
missing work....
So yesterday morning I was not in good shape. I went out the night before to Karen and dan's, where I had a few too many drinks. I also have been feeling rather crappy for a few days, possibly the flu.
So, I call work at 2am and tell robbie to leave a note saying I am sick. Then I sleep in till 7ish, gisele called and left a message, I tried calling back, went back to bed.
Long story, semi short...
I stayed home for the day and my throat was raw by the end of it. I went in for this morning at 6, sheepish as hell. I apologised to everyone for my fuck up.
Why do I do these things? It makes NO sense to me at all. There is an evil side in my brain some times which I can not do anything about. I then feel like a little girl who has done something terribly bad..this is insane, trully. Do I like feeling like this? I don't know. I know when its happening, my mind is in consant turmoil, even my body reacts..(cramps, diahreea)
Posted by hellonwhls on February 10, 2005 05:42 PM