April 08, 2005
Manic, Anxiety...
Freaky and weird, or is it wired? Hell if I know, I am stressing, grinding (teeth) panicking, losing it. Not knowing what to do. I have called about a psychiatrist, there are 2 in town, yes... you need a reference from your Doc. Call the doc, can I talk to the doc? Can he call me back later today when he is not busy? No, he doesn't make calls. This is regarding a rather urgent "mental issue" I say, sorry, she says, he won't call back. Can I see him today, or tomorrow? No, you can try and call back on Monday. It's Friday, and its early. I call Mental Health, yes, we can give you the #'s of the Pdoc's, but you can't book to see one. I am losing it. No control. What do I do now?? I don't know. I don't see how I will manage over the weekend. I can barely see how I can manage today. There are 70,000 people in this town and TWO pdoc's, what the hell? "No one wants to live in the north, she says" Well, maybe this is why I am manic'ed yet not in a good way?
Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh
Posted by hellonwhls on April 8, 2005 01:12 PM