May 23, 2005
Am I gettting better, or what?
I have an appointment with the pdoc this Wednesday so I have been thinking about what I will tell her when she asks how I feel I have been. If I put it in point form:
I haven't left the house since my release (self) last Monday.
I don't WANT to leave the house for anything.
Today I even sat without smokes for hours until Brody came home. I did not want to go.
The boys have gone to see StarWars, which I would love, but I could not go.
I think today was day 4 before I finally had a shower...I am grosssss.
So, when asked I am going to have to be honest.
No. I feel the same.
Posted by hellonwhls on May 23, 2005 05:32 PM
Hi! I've been reading your journal. It is very courageous for you to write about your life and how you are trying to live with Bipolar! Hang in there! I hope things go better for you.
CT in California
Posted by: CT at May 23, 2005 09:24 PM
Oh sweet Lady,
I do understand the not wanting to leave the house and being depressed taht I can't participate in family things or things i used to do. I post here under Chronic pain, Fibromyalgis, my life with ...
I've recently written alot about anxiety depression and agoraphobia (fear of leaving the house or being in open places) as I was going thru a med change and it was awful.
I think you have been courageous to leave the hospital when you had what you needed and felt your rights weren't being respected.
Hang in there my friend.
Hugs, Judy
Posted by: judy at June 2, 2005 02:31 AM