September 12, 2005
The better to know you with, my sweet
Well, its been ages since I was here, I just got the internet back at the house, so now I shall try once again to keep this updated accordingly! I am moved in to the new place...sort of, I have gone through so much stuff and tossed so much out I am feeling out of sorts.
I am missing some of my stuff... not only is it actually physically missing, I am longing for it, too. I have weaned myself off all my meds except Effexor 150/day and after feeling like crap am actually not bad right now... I am seriously questioning all the crap I have been on and why can't I manage without it? Other than the serious lack of sleep, which sure takes its toll on me. The main reason for weaning/withdrawl has been lack of money for the meds. I went to have them filled for the month, and without any insurance help, $290.00 a month, a MONTH! I was appalled by this, but then again, one of my other addictions, smokes, costs around the same,,,, one to die and one to be better? or do they work at all? or is it just a frame of mind in the end? I see the doc on the 22nd, he is having all the med info transferred from Alberta, all the psych stuff, too. The better to know you with, my sweetie! lol hahahaaha
Pissed off with the docs, for sure.
Anyhow.... life for the moment is pretty much ok...(usual financial crap which I will go into more later on).
There is always a big bad wolf somewhere, isn't there?
Posted by hellonwhls on September 12, 2005 06:28 AM