Beyond stupid.
Beyond stupid is the only way i can think of to describe my day. My emotional reactions, my actions, my thoughts, my.... EVERYTHING... was beyond stupid. Too stupid for words, so I'm not even going to try to go there.
I am very overwhelmed and stressed out. I spent my whole day at work staring at charts and dis....diss...aggragating disagravating? I dont know the word... data. which is not as "fun " as it sounds. I have due dates, reports, IEPs, and more and more paperwork going through my head, and more things to do for school, and more work being shoved at me. then i went to therapy and exploded over the stupidest little thing. i'm an idiot.
my brain just froze up. i cant even write. i give up for today. i'm an idiot. today i dont care if i make a difference in the world. i just want to survive this damn day.
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under:
Hey Pilgrim : )I wish you wouldn't use 'name calling' and call yourself an idiot. We all do stupid things from time to time, but you are not an idiot!I think I mentioned my sister teaches 6th grade lanquage arts and started back this week. She's a 'single' and is completely overwhelmed with getting ready to roll with kids next week. Overwhelmed is what this time is about for teachers, right?And add this 'crunch time' to your DID and OMG --way overwhelming. Try to relax some.Loved reading about the back to school shopping! Can't believe you can still fit into a kids size, you stinker! (oops sorry I namecalled!) Pace yourself and believe in yourself and don't be so rough on yourself...this is a stressful time, and you've done it before and will survive again this time. Be sure to eat and rest......here's where you say, OK MOM Judy! j/k ; )Off to bed here.....Hugs, Judy : )