Hiding and grieving a loss
I am laying low this weekend.
Hiding a lot. sleeping a lot. just to escape. i need to get away. i can't be here. present.
this week is a hard one.
anniversary of the death of my dog,\ who was my best friend, my very best friend in the entire world.
i cannot speak of it here.
i died when my dog died. i never came back from that day.
rough day. i am just sleeping a lot. i cant really talk about it. i'm doing a lot of negative things this weekend to cope. i'm too depressed to care. i just want to make it through october alive. i just want to make it through this week. i feel so alone.
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