Missing our friend.

The doorbell rang today. Mae immediately said, "its K_____!" Me, in my foolishness, let myself wonder for a split second, "maybe it is K______." I held my breath when i looked through the peephole. It was just the mailman.i have to go to the store. one of the things i'm going to do is go to Toys R Us and let Mae get something she wants. but she doesn't even want to leave the house, just in case K comes over while I'm gone.So its taking me hours and hours to get myself to leave the house, when i could have been back by now, if I could get Mae to stop whining "no we better stay here." (Later) My husband made me turn off the porch light. We left it on just in case... just in case. he said, "WHO would come over this late? why did you turn the porch light on again?"we just said, "well...someone, someone might...come over, you know, just..."He then gave a lecture about letting go, how she was a toxic friend, not good for us, how she's been gone since January and she's NOT coming back.,etc etc. We just want to go turn the light back on. what if she drives by to come over tonight for our birthday and finds the light off, so she decides to not come knock on the door?

Posted by pilgrim | Filed under: Asthma