Self-injury
i gave up for tonight.
instead of fighting anymore, instead of putting up with anymore crying, i just went ahead and cut.
it calms me down. i tried other things. nothing worked.
it doesnt matter.
at least now the yelling in my head isn't so loud, and even though i dont have any friends or anyone to spend a friday evening with, i know cutting will always calm me down.
stupid. i know its stupid.
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under: Biofeedback
Oh Pilgrim, I'm so sorry you got to the point that cutting was your only release. You say you have no friends. What about your husband? Oh Sweet One, I ache for you.Hugs and Blessings, Judy