I guess Im just not very good on giving people advice,its hard to know what to say because its not always easy to know where your coming from,Im in a very different situation.I do feel a connection with you in a lot of ways,sometimes I even wonder if I might have DID because my personality changes so often and like you I end up fighting myself about how I feel about things.I have many different opinions about the same subjects,I dont know how I feel,what I want or who I am and it is very frustrating.We both want friends but its hard to communicate with people when your feelings and opinions are changing all the time,it confuses people.I can really relate to you about having a father that puts you down all the time,mine told me Im fat,ugly,strange and even worthless,hes really crushed my selfesteem.We probably wouldnt be so obsessed with our weight and our appearance if we felt better about ourselves.It just doesnt seem fair that we have all these problems,other people seem to flow through life so easily and everyday is such a struggle for us,I just dont understand it. I really hope you can find someone who can give you all the answers you need,I wish I could say something to make you feel better,I know how frustrating it is when you cant get the answers you need.I just want you to know that I care very much about you and my prayers are still with you and dont ever forget how much God loves you,Ill see you later,bye. Teresa

Thank you Teresa for sharing that with me. I appreciate all your kind words.