therapy today
This is me again, nobody, who's been writing all week, but its harder today. Just very quiet and withdrawn. Went to see my therapist and nutritionist today. They both tried to have a talk with me that all of us inside share the same body. i guess it seems that way. whatever. :( At least my therapist said that she knows that we see our own self in the mirror. But i wish i could get them to understand this is not my body this is not Missy's body this is not Carol's body . this is DEFINITELY not SadGirl's body and man, don't even get Tuck started on if he lives in this body, he's too embarassed to even have that conversation. He won't even listen if anyone's talking about that. He's a boy and that's all there is to it, the end. Try explaining "but you all share the same earth-suit" to an 8 year old boy.
i dont want to talk anymore today. i want to curl up in bed and make the world go away. i am fat and ugly and i dont want to be seen.
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under: Migraines
'Earth suit', Well said Jo. Your words were vivid and poor Tuck, I'll bet he doesn't want to have any discussions of this!
I'm sorry it's been so hard for everyone. I guess this friend was pretty special. It does hurt when they disappear, whether it's suddenly or over time.
And I am always wishing you well, Jo, whether you're hearing from me or not.
Thanks for hanging in for Pilgrim while the others are down.
Hugs and Blessings, Judy
You are SO beautiful. I promise you. Just hang on.
Pilgrim--
Thank you so much for that comment. It put things in a different perspective. You are such a caring person. I am so glad to be your friend. :) Have a great day.