Tuesdays
Are Tuesdays going to be like this forever now or something?
Because last Tuesday was the 1 year anniversary since I saw my best friend? I'm so lonely that my heart feels like its being torn in two. I want to just curl up on the couchand bury myself under the blankets. Never come out. SadGirl is saying "Does she come back tonight?" NO, SadGirl, she DOESNT come back tonight.
I dont know what to say or do to make SadGirl feel better. I dont know what to do or say to make me feel better. I feel like nothing I do works.
I just stood there in the bathroom staring up at the ceiling for the longest time, trying not to cry and trying to think of some way to get over these broken hearts. But I just keep coming up with nothing.
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under: Biofeedback
Pilgrim,
This Paul guy has a good point. Maybe Mae can't understand because she hasn't had any time. She probably doesn't understand patience, either, being that she is only five years old. Maybe you could find a way to portray to her that we cannot dwell on the bad things, and thinking about it doesn't make it better. I'm not really an expert on kids...
I wish I could do something to help. Just know that you have friends and people who care about you. Hopefully that can make you smile :)
Hi ^_^
I hope you don't mind me following your blog... It's strange to be able to read the thoughts of someone half the world away, but it makes me wish I could help in some way.
Does Mae experience time passing? This is one point I've never figured out... whether a personality feels time unless it is fronting? It seems to me, if time doesn't really pass for her, or she stays the same age, it would be very hard to get over what happened. Maybe if Mae was given time to get over it, she and you may feel better?
I would say as well, the first step to getting over a broken heart is to not call it broken. Try calling it a mending heart for a good while, and when you finally feel like it's mending, call it a healed heart. (although this is easier said than done ^^)