Hard week

This week has been very hard. Valentine's Day sets off a series of crises that are hard on everyone inside. I have barely been sleeping or eating, been getting lots of stomach aches, and switching a lot. I'm so tired all the time that it feels like if I just let myself close my eyes I'd fall asleep in less than a few seconds. SadGirl got all upset over some flashbacks from the past this week, ended up tearing up my notebooks and papers from therapy, gagging until she threw up, and scribbling all over that she hates everyone. :( Nobody keeps having flashbacks that are pretty severe... ones that make her physically ill. I'm so tired of it all. Plus work has been really frustrating and exhausting this week, the highlight of which was when my computer died and I lost EVERYTHING on it, except for the few files I had time to back up before it it crashed. One of my students is in the hospital and I am extremely worried about her... she isn't that healthy to begin with. :( There's more going on but I dont want to be all whiney and complaining.
SadGirl went to therapy today finally. I am not for sure what she and my T talked about. I do know that T had out some little people toys and they were acting something out...something about the bad people I think, and a big bad wolf with blood on his teeth who would bite the little girl... I think that SadGirl threw away the wolf, or else he went away. Then SadGirl and T were using Tinkertoys to make a playground for the little people together on the floor. I hope that means things were going better. At least SadGirl isn't upset and crying right now.
I've been really lonely and alone. Big surprise.
There isn't anyone.

Posted by pilgrim | Filed under: Biofeedback