how do I deal with all this?
Its all so much.
Yesterday was such a bad day that I can't even begin to describe it.
An hour on the phone with Judy helped Sadgirl make it through for a little while I think. I'm not sure what they talked about, but I hope it helped. I got ahold of my therapist and got a little information about what in the world has been going on in therapy with SadGirl. I'll write more about that later.
All that we did yesterday was lay on the floor in front of the tv and stare into space. That was it.
Right now I just ... can't think.
Overwhelmed.
There has to be a way to... creatively get myself out of this. Through painting or collages or artwork or writing... I have to find a way to get myself out of this maze of desperation we're in this week.
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Hi sweet Pilgrim,
This is where the professionals come in. When things seem to be soooo out of control and desperate.
I'm glad sleep seemed to calm the storm.... you definitely needed a rest, everyone did.
Praying for your peace of mind and body....
Hugs and Blessings, Love Judy