Not that this is any surprise, but...
... I'm lonely.
My heart hurts to have a friend here with me.
I would like to call Judy and talk to her, but her phone is probably not on.
I would like to call my sister, but I can guarantee she's in bed asleep.
I wish I had a friend I could call and talk to. Or ... go over to their house... a place to go for refuge.
I wonder what it is like, to have someone to lean on? to know that you can rely on? to know that you can trust? what is it like t
there is no sense in this kind of talk.
maybe tomorrow i will write about Mixed Messages. I was going to tonight but... my heart just hurts.
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under: Biofeedback
Pilgrim--
I'm so sorry to hear you're so lonely. I can't tell you enough that I know EXACTLY HOW THAT FEELS. I feel the same way, often, actually. If I didn't live so far away in Ohio, you could come to my house anytime you like...or call anytime you like. Maybe the thought can count for something. =) Maybe you could talk to your husband? I don't really know that situation other than you don't see each other often because of work...but you should try talking to him. I recommend watching a movie. That always makes me forget about everything for a while.
Love, Sarah.