overwhelmed
I would like to disappear.
I'm so lonely.

i am just nobody too... just like the other nobody.
who do i think i am, trying to do something good for people, having a website, a diary, writing things that i hope people will learn from? who cares what I think?
Right now I'm jut fat and ugly and a waste of space.
I wish I had a friend to talk to right now.
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under: Biofeedback
that was just me, stupid Pilgrim who wrote that.
I'm not having a very good couple days.
it doesnt matter.
^_^ I'm still reading. You sound like you need some reasurance that speaking out about your experiences has been worth while...
I came here researching DID at first and what I have learnt has been invaluable, especially the very real and human insight that you have provided.
I continue to be compelled by your spirit, and that you can achieve all this despite facing far more hardships than anyone should have to! That you have the courage to make such a personal thing so open is remakable.
I'll try to give some silent support by reading on :)
Best Wishes!
I agree with Paul and Judy...
=) We definitely care.
I know exactly how you feel. I have just recently learned of my diagnosis of DID. I cannot tell you how healing it is to read thoughts from another that seem to match my inner world as well. You have a friend

Hi NB,
I read the post.
"who do i think i am, trying to do something good for people, having a website, a diary, writing things that i hope people will learn from? who cares what I think?"
I care what you think and I think that you trying to do the things above will help you too. Giving to others by sharing your story just may be the thing that helps someone else.
Please continue with your methods of expression.
For your sake.
Hugs and Blessings, Judy
PS Am I to understand this is a new Nobody in addition to NB with whom I've chatted and who I've tried to support???