Nobody--
I feel almost the exact way you just expressed sometimes. I feel hopeless and frustrated, and I have this intense hate for myself. The other day, I became so upset about something that I was crying and screaming at myself, "I hate you, I hate you so much! I wish you would die!" I feel this way often, and I just wanted to let you know that someone feels the way you do.

Hey there my friend,
You are not a freak, you are not fat ugly or stupid.
You deserve a life. You deserve friends. It's got to be soooo hard to do that when you've been victimized and share your body with others who seem to get more 'out' time.
I AM still your friend, I still want to email each other, I'll still check on you here, I hope to catch you on IM. I AM your friend and I AM NOT leaving you.
Hugs and Blessings, Love, Judy

hi, i am 13 and am ugly too :( nobody likes me! i don't get on with my family and i have no friends!
:( strangers at skl and on the streets yell at me and call me ugly and lots of otha horrible names! the onli one that likes me is the family cat. i think i am a lovely person inside tho and i love animals and really want to do lots for charities, the needy, animals and old or ill ppl!! i am always nice to ppl and i hate it when ppl are shallow! i think i am mature for my years and nice but still ppl don't like me :( y hav i got no friends or neone that loves me :( i cry myself to sleep everynight!! i want to die and i think i will commit suicide, there is too much pain here, i can't cope, i am overwhelmed!! my eyes are swollen and puffy from crying so much and i have become so thin and pale! i feel sick all the time and hav sunk into depression and despair! i just want it all to end :( xx

Hey you! Oh I just want to let you all know that I love you with all of my heart and I'll pray for you every night. No one should ever feel this way. We are unfortunate to live in a society that revolves around judgment and such a narrow doorway of acceptance. This society is also one of greed, ignorance and selfishness. We need to learn to transcend these unsightly cultural barriers and regain our confidence. I assure you that you are all beautiful, and more precious than you could imagine!

no one is a freak so never erver say that ever!!

Whoa, have you been reading my mind or something? Because you just wrote down the exact way i feel every single day.
Welcome to my world.

Whoa, have you been reading my mind or something? Because you just wrote down the exact way i feel every single day.
Welcome to my world.

I totally used to feel this way, and sometimes I still do. It's an addiction you know, to put yourself down. It becomes difficult to be nice to yourself. Its proven psychologically, self-talk controls most of our emotional functioning. It is even unhealthy for your body. Try to tell yourself at least one positive thing each day. Start small, then work up. It's so hard, but you have to try. I did it, and you can do it too. I believe in you!

that's exactly how i feel too