i hate the world
Today i hate the whole world.
God I HATE THEM. I wish Mae and Nobody and Missy and everyone would go away. All they do is cause me trouble. :(
just in case i didn't think i could sink any lower, here i go.
i have to disappear. this is too much. i cant take it. i have to get away. this is not me.not me. NOT ME.
not me. not me. not me.
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under:
Gee, thanks Anonymous. Um, I have had quite a few people who were close to me die. Please keep your bitter comments to yourself.
Hey Pilgrim....
I hear you and I understand.
I'm married to a lady who suffers from MPD/DID.
I am a 50 year old widower (recently remarried).....who got to watch his wife of 26 1/2 years rot from the inside out with breast cancer.....so don't you listen to dip-wads who write stuff to you about losing someone close to them and whine when they do(ya think they'd like some cheese with that whine?).....and try to make you feel less than AWESOME!!
I have no idea what trauma you've been through but I know SOME of what my new wife has been through.....and this thing called M.P.D./DID is a God-given thing....when Hell becomes too real here on Earth, a new person with talents to handle this new situation emerges.
YOU GO GIRL......you just keep up with all the therapy that you have and trust in the almighty......HE won't let you down.......K?
Hey Sweet Gal,
What happened?? What did they screw up for you??
I thought your school days were easier than weekends because at least you are able to work while taking it EASY.
Oh Honey, hang in there. You've made it through these feelings before and I'll pray you pass through again quickly. The more you deny or restrict the others it seems the more they press to be heard and have time out.
You are entitled to your feelings of hatred. I hope s will help you work through them at session Tues.
Hang in there, I'm rooting for you!
Hugs and Blessings, Love, Judy