Just need to get away
Just need to get away. Maybe a few days break would do me some good. Refresh me a little. Maybe I'm just stressed out. My job has never gone better... but maybe I'm just still stressed or something. Maybe spring will be better. Maybe summer will be better. There are so many times I just want to give up.
But I cant. I could never, ever, EVER leave my sister and my niece Sammy. They mean everything in the world to me. Today at work I was so tired, thinking how much I want to just disappear and go away,forever, but then I picked up Sammy's picture that's on my desk, and looked at her smile. And I remembered that I can't give up. She is the whole world to me. She talks to me on the phone now, and to hear her talk and giggle is the best sound in the world. I would do anything for her. So i have to... i have to.
Maybe a few days away from it all would help. Even though all I feel like doing is curling up on my therapist's office and crying on her shoulder until the end of time, maybe I should force myself to do something and get out of the house.
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Katy, thank you so much for leaving this message, thank you again to Jamilynn also.
I emailed you also, but I wanted you to hear a million more times how happy we are to see this post. Good for you!! You are really brave.
~Jamie
There Sweet Pilgrim, is where you find your strength, in the genuine love for Sammy.
Through our lives, different things become our strength and see us through. Sammy's laugh is your lifeline now. Call this weekend and get a big dose of her.
Hang in there sweet gal :)
Hugs and Blessings, Love, Judy
I read what my friend Jamilynn wrote to you and I just wanted to add that I second everything she said. She is one of the two best friends I mentioned before, who have been so incredibly patient and understanding with me and the things I've been dealing with this year. We both thought a lot about you in school today, and we were relieved to see this post. Let us know if there's any way we can help, because the two of us are thinking a lot about you.
Katy/a friend