In limbo
It feels like time is standing still.
Everything... has just come to a stop. At least in my world.
And if its this hard for me, I can't imagine what its like for my sister.
She is going to the hospital to be induced on Monday.
Her last pregnancy didn't go so well. I can't let myself go into it right now, it scares me too much.
Right now we are just hoping for the best, that it won't happen again. Its been a fight inside my head for several days trying to decide if I should fly out to be with her or not. But in the end, my sister wants me to stay at home, so I am staying at home. I REALLY want to be with her on Monday though. I want to be there more than anything.
Right now we are all just waiting. Its worse than waiting for Christmas!
My poor sister has swollen ankles and feet and is just waiting for Monday to come.
I am just waiting and praying that everything will be all right, and worrying about her and wishing I could be there.
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under:
Hi to all of you, you have been through far too much that "normal" people like me could not even comprehend. All I can do is send you my love