really screwed up
She cant handle news that one of the kids told her today. In therapy. There was only 10 minutes left. She got left hanging. Therapist said she was sure she could handle it. She said she knew she couldn't. Guess who was right?
Now she's gone again. Because she couldnt handle it. Now everybody's all sick and throwing up and crying all day in the bathroom. Now the kids are all freaking out and running around going crazy. if i eat i'm afraid i'll throw up because my stomach hurts so bad. my head hurts so bad.i'm so stupid and i dont know what to do with them all. i dont know. my head hurts so much and my eyes are burning. i e-mailed our therapist and told my opinion that i thought it was lousy of her to not let them have another appointment this week. now i'll probably get fired from therapy. because i'm not supposed to have opinions. i'm not supposed to say anything to anybody. i hope i dont get in trouble. :( my dad would yell at me if i ever said what i was thinking.
everything is hurting. i wish i could disappear.
jo
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under:
I'm sorry this is happening too. I hope your T is able to help in the way that you NEED right now. Thinking of you.
Your Sis
Therapy is an environment where we can say what we feel and think. I believe that the therapy is a special environment where the therapist and the individual work together to help reach a desired outcome. So if you have opinions or thoughts, I believe that they should and ought to be mention.
Jo, you are not going to get fired from therapy for expressing your opinion. Your therapist is not your dad. You can say what you think. I'm sorry it's so hard right now. Learning something so overwhelming can be just so awful for awhile; no wonder the little ones are so upset. And Pilgrim, too. And for you, Jo, just try to take care of yourself right now. This extreme (though justified) reaction will lessen after Pilgrim has time to work through this. Just hang in there, OK? Anyone can email me if you need to talk. I care about you all. The Real Me