December 21, 2004

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to you all.

I'm scared of Christmas. I'm scared of being with my family and I'm scared of the food. Though the food is the least of my worries. And the only one I can actually deal with.

I tried to find the perfect gifts for my family, spent more money on it that I have. I don't have money, in general. Had my hair done. Plan to act perfect, maybe then it won't be my fault if it hurts too much.

Posted by Eldalote on December 21, 2004 09:21 AM