June 17, 2004
Ewwww
I feel so nasty right now. Just so icky and gross feeling.
Got a new haircut and liked it at first, then washed it and I can't style it worth a crap. I wish for once I could do something good and right.
I'm guessing its just a bad night for me. Its almost 1 am and not even sleepy, tired but not sleepy. Guess I will retreat to my room to watch a movie pretty soon.
I do not feel welcome anywhere. Like a stranger no matter where I go. I take too many things to heart and let them much hurt me, but I can not change myself quickly with that. No doubt that I will keep it wrapped up nice and tight and not tell anyone.
I hate the night sometimes....I seem to let my guard down and these feelings rush up and overwhelm me.
Posted by Mel on June 17, 2004 05:18 PM
Hi Mel! What is this place anyway? I'm glad there's a place to just write out your feelings. I know exactly how you feel. I wish I could go to a spa or something for a month, where they would just give me healthy meals, and encourage exercise, and there would be no CHOICES!! Just give me a month off, maybe I'd do ok! I hope you're feeling better soon girl.
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TITLE: Eck
AUTHOR: Mel
DATE: 6/17/2004 12:58:55 AM
Posted by: Amy at June 18, 2004 06:33 AM