August 30, 2004

Rough time

I haven't posted like I usually do...I've been dealing with some things. I need to get them out. I went to my mother's house to return a book. She asked me to stay for dinner. She wanted me to see a movie with her and my abuser. It was okay at first, but then the movie became very sexual. My Mother has no idea what it is like to watch that with my abuser. Thankfully he got up and left the room, but the damage had been done. I've been having a hard time since then, and my body knows it. Stress increases my blood sugar, which increases infection. Just having a hard time right now.

Posted by HeatherLeigh on August 30, 2004 04:24 PM