May 12, 2007
Deja Vu!
Well, this is what happens when you go digging around, looking for info on stuff. You sometimes find what you weren't looking for but it finds you.
The cancer's back.
I've known for a couple of months now, but this is the first attempt I've made to write about it. Putting it down in black and white makes it seem more real and that's probably why I've been avoiding a post for the last while.
Would you believe I'm shaking while typing this?
I think I'll go to bed now and come back later sometime this week. This is what I've been avoiding; the attempt at getting started again.
It is, after all, 1:15 a.m. and rest is what I need. It was a long day. Mark & I helped celebrate his parent's 50th. Wedding Anniversary this afternoon. Of course, this got me thinking about how we'll never get that close. It's 5 years next month for us; I'll be happy if I'm still here 5 years from now. Yes, I would very much like to make it to 10 years! (or 15, or 20, or 25) Yeah!! A Silver Wedding Anniversary, that would be nice. Something to shoot for.
Posted by Sue Checkley on May 12, 2007 10:02 PM
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hi was surfing the internet and came across your blog. really hope you are well and fighting your battle. my dad was recently diagnosed with lung cancer as well (advance stage). spreaded to the spine and he couldn't walk. going thru chemo now. really hope my dad will be better soon.. u take care as well... :)
Posted by: sandy at October 4, 2007 9:30 AM
I was diagnosed with lung cancer March 17th 2005. Although I had been severely sick with chest pain, extreme tinnitus and nausea for 4 years previous to being diagnosed with lung cancer. I have had chemo and radiation treatments with no surgery. From personal experience I have found the best way to fight cancer is to just relax and leave it to fate. Being stressed about the cancer alone will kill you faster then anything. I also found what I think of as a cure all drug called lunesta. No other drug would ever give me the rest I felt I needed. I hope you all the best. Keep the faith!
Posted by: Rich at October 14, 2007 12:14 PM
You will make it sweetie. Post something when you feel up to it and let me know how you are doing. Sometimes it helps to write about it. But I know you already know that. I pray for your comfort and healing. It does happen. You have been thru so much and I am sorry for what you have had to endure. Been reading you along time. You brighten my day... I am thinking of you and will send up an extra special prayer for you. Tatess
Posted by: Tatess at October 27, 2007 5:40 PM