February 09, 2006
Sick and tired of being sick and tired
After all the damn blood they took on Friday, I got a phone call that for one of the tests, the blood was supposed to be kept frozen and the lab let it thaw out so now I have to go give more blood! That really sucks. Why did they mess up on mine after I had to give so much blood anyway? I know it can happen, but I am just aggravated because I do not like getting stuck at all and it seems like that is all they ever want to do is take more and more blood from me!
I am tired all the time again and still running a fever-it is crazy!! I have like one good day then four bad ones in a row and I know other people are sicker but I am too and I am still going to work every day-I need a long weekend that I can just stay in bed and eat pop-tarts-lol.
I go back to the rheumy on Monday and I hope he has good news for me instead of wanting more tests.
It is hard to have this disease and still look almost normal on the outside-it would be easier if I looked "broken" then people would know when they looked at me instead of looking at me like I am lazy-I want to scream that I am not lazy and I am not crazy!!!! I was normal once and I want to be again!!
If it sounds like I am angry and having a pity party it is because I am........................til next time...........namaste.
Posted by Lisa on February 9, 2006 04:55 PM