Health Diaries > Dissociative Identity Disorder > Butterfly Team
April 21, 2006
my head....
It's 6:00am. I've been awake for awhile. I was only able to sleep for 2 or 3 hours when I awoke with the most severe headache! I had severe headaches 2 or 3 years ago and it was horrible. They lasted for a few months and it was so unbearable. I went for every test by every doctor and they couldn't figure out what was causing them. They eventually went away.
Last Monday, I had a very bad headache. It was one similar to the intensity of those old headaches a few years ago. Now, another one. I hope this isn't the start of something all over again. One connection I've noticed however is the last headache was Monday when I was with Donna and now I have another one and I will be seeing Donna in a few hours. Hmmmm....Could someone inside be trying to say something or is it body memories or......i don't know.
My head just REALLY hurts :-(
Posted by Butterflyteam on April 21, 2006 03:11 AM
I wanted to say that I read your post and am so encouraged. It reminds me of my journey. sometimes of the steps I've taken other times reminders of I feel the same way. Like not being good enough- it is an old pattern always pops up.
I remember that I have an alter who always got terrible headachs when she was out. From time to time if she wants me to notice her the headachs begin, but now I am better at hearing what she has to say to me.
Posted by: julia at April 21, 2006 06:53 PM
You haven't posted in a few days. Are you OK? Is your headache gone yet? I hope you're okay.
The Real Me
Posted by: The Real Me at April 25, 2006 09:37 PM
