April 05, 2006
Depression Has Got Me By the Short Hairs
I am having a really bad time of it right now.
My depression has got me by the short hairs.
I'm trying to keep a stiff upper lip and just deal with it as people would prefer that I do but man...
I'm struggling.
I know that when people compare my life to other people's lives they are just trying to show me that I could have it worse.
Being depressed doesn't make me stupid.
I am completely and totally aware of the fact that other people have worse things going on in their lives than I do.
Really I got it.
So not only am I wrestling with my depression, I am wrestling with my temper.
Because when people so grandly point out that I "don't have it that bad", I must then resist the urge to kick the shit out of them.
I am very tired.
I have insomnia.
I am unhappy with my life.
I just don't know what to say anymore.
Posted by Rai on April 5, 2006 11:25 PM