Unconscious living

I’ve put massive weight back on. That’s it I’m back on count down. Down! Crazy, shameful and disgusting, it’s useless to say I’m unhappy. I’m almost 600lbs! Really!

I’ve literally gained 46 lbs in the past 3 months or so. I hate food; I hate my disregard for my health. I’m beginning to think I really hate myself.

Baby steps, one day, one hour, one minute at a time!

6 hours 0lbs down 416lbs more to go

Posted by ijellorca on July 12, 2006 1:54 AM | DIGG | del.icio.us | furl