Week's falling apart!

Didn't get my exercise in yesterday and today was another "too many things to handle" day. Not a good excuse, none ever are. I've just been distracted with too much research and information and working out plans etc. I finally posted to a few things haven't even checked my blood pressure and didn't weigh in. Days like this are rough on me, no time to think clearly. I'm exhausted and I find I'm just hungry. Still! Tomorrow I've got a lunch date and was going to go with my friend's chosen pizza feed, but just checked out their website and I see they have great salad choices. She'll have to Pizza herself. I was agonizing over this yesterday and last night but now I belive I'll be fine.

Then there's this big behemoth air conditioner that I've got to aquire some kind of assistance to get installed which is sitting in my livingroom like a zamboni in the middle of a hotel room! sigh. So my ex is coming by on Friday to see if he can install it. Prickly situation. My sweetie doesn't care for him because he still likes me. (We were pretty good friends and still talk easily) I guess I've had the good fortune to have a couple guys love me enough to get past my current weight issue. I just hope my sweetie can keep his head and my ex sticks to the problem at hand. I then have a date on Sunday that's supposed to involve lunch too, but I think I'll have an upset stomach by then because I don't like eating out that much (hardly at all) and all these get togethers in one week is exhaustive for me. I really need more time aloine. I will certainly try to get in here tomorrow, but the signs aren't good. I have to leave by 9:30 AM to pick up friend for early lunch, get back home clean up and make ready for company on Friday! Sigh! I'm already exhausted just thinking of my day. It's already after Midnight. Stress keeps me from sleeping so I can tell I'm going to be unpleasant tomorrow! I'm not in a good mood. I really hate having my plans mixed up before I even get a chance to put them into place. Life would be so much easier if I was a true recluse who didn't like anyone and no one like me! Obviously negativity rearing it's presence here. I'm off.

Posted by ijellorca on August 2, 2006 11:58 PM | DIGG | del.icio.us | furl