trying to get the days over with

I have been taking my sleeping pills earlier and earlier lately.
I just want to go to sleep.
Get each day over with. Sink into oblivion.
(Where I usually have nightmares... )

this is not me
not me
not me
not me
not me
not me
not me

i. hate. myself.

life looks very hopeless.

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