get me out of here.
*warning*
i feel trapped.
i am about to pull my hair out.
i am trying so hard not to scream.
i need sleep. desperately.
i want to slice my arms up until there is no skin left.
i want to starve myself until there isn't an ounce of fat left on my disgusting body.
i could fucking bleed to death in front of some people and they still wouldn't hear a word i say.
i wish i was dead. then i wouldn't need anything. then i wouldn't want anything.
then i would disappear.
then everyone would be happy. because i would finally be out of their way.
then everything would not hurt so much.
jo.
Posted by pilgrim | Filed under:
Jo if the vaction didn't work, then go to God! He will always love you no matter what you mess up! If you go to him he will cure your scares! Please let him help you!!!
Jo if the vaction didn't work, then go to God! He will always love you no matter what you mess up! If you go to him he will cure your scares! Please let him help you!!!
Jo if the vaction didn't work, then go to God! He will always love you no matter what you mess up! If you go to him he will cure your scares! Please let him help you!!!
i dont know how you all get it right to talk openly without being judge inside if you know what i mean, can someone please help us do the same
Jo, I can't say I know exactly how you feel, but I know how I feel when I say the things you are saying. Pain, tremendous pain is just
too overwhelming. You feel bad, you do things that, maybe, are bad. That doesn't make you bad. It just makes you a person feeling badly. I'm sorry. I care. The Real Me