There's no bad guy here

this is jo.
today we went to therapy.i had a lot i needed to talk about but I didn't talk at all. but i was listening. my therapist said something about she kind of does get mad when we're pushing her away or something... and something about that she will start to push us away when we're questioning her so much. I'm not sure of all of it. One of the kids started talking and drawing pictures to try to explain things inside. Anyway, there were lots of drawings of all of the inside people on the page.
At this one point our T touched the page and said something like, "There's no bad guy in here." (she even pointed to missy and the bully, and even to me.) "There is no bad guy in this room."
i dont know why but that just hit me... i dont know.
and they were talking about how we should all work together inside, even with me. We were all talking on the way home. About stuff our T said today and things they talked about. And about how our T is not out to get us and how we all interpret things in weird ways. i dont know. i just think i understand some things better than i did this morning before we went.
jo

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1. Posted by The Real Me on April 25, 2006