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February 14, 2005


i feel so hollow inside. empty. dead.

i walked out of donna's office a little while ago and don't know if or when i will go back. i feel lost and so unbearably alone.

this recovery thing has to be something i want - something i need to make happen. but i am sooooo afraid i don't want it. i feel like they won. they not only succeeded in stealing my body and abusing it but they also succeeded in stealing my soul and destroying it. maybe that's why i feel so empty. there's no longer a soul in there. they were successful in what they set out to do. congratulations to them.

Posted by Butterflyteam on February 14, 2005 07:52 PM

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