Trich Memories

I didn't pull too much today. Today was pretty low-key and not much to stress about. I plan to have a really low-key weekend and just do things that Sammie enjoys (going swimming, playing dolls, playing games, etc.).

I was thinking back tonight to some of my worst trich memories. One is from high school...one morning I was seriously stressing about a boy friend of mine. My mom and my sister were in my bedroom with me, and watching TV I think. I don't know why but I reached for my eyelashes and pulled a little. Right in front of my mom! Yikes. I think I was crying out for help a little bit at that point. Well, mom says: "Quit pulling out yer eyelashes! You sick or something?". I felt pretty stupid at that point and made some lame excuse about my eyes being itchy.

Then one time I had been surfing the net back at the office and my dad checked the history and found some hair-pulling sites. (He also found some porn sites that were pretty gross and also questioned me about them. NICE. Like I would like at that s^&%. It was probably his brother or employees, or crap, even himself. Anyways...). He said: "You don't pull YOUR hair out do you?". I could tell he was thinking "OH GOOD LORD please don't let my normal daughter turn out to be a FREAK.". Of course I denied it, claiming that someone had sent me the links for a college term paper (I was in college at the time).

Does anyone yet wonder why I despise my parents and do not trust them? Heh heh.

Then one other time we were at a concert for some kind of youth gathering and this boy who was really dorky and always hovering over me shouted "She's going bald on top!" after hovering over me from behind. What an idiot. I didn't say anything to that one. I'm sure everyone around me knew it was true anyways. That was in high school.

I'm sorry if I've already posted once about these memories. I've been posting here for a year now, so it's time for me to start repeating myself! :-)

Then one time my college boyfriend wanted me to meet him at this coffee house in the city. It was weird...since we never just "met" anywhere...we usually went to each other's houses. I couldn't figure it out...turns out he had set up a meeting with a psychologist friend of his who wanted to meet me to discuss my trich. NICE. I never showed up to that one. Too bad his friend never got to meet this "specimen".

So, those are just some random thoughts I've had lately. It's nice to get those out of my head for now.

Until next time!

Posted by Cody on August 12, 2005 9:45 PM