July 20, 2004

Another day of adjustment

I don't know how long my son will be in the hospital.  I'm finding myself missing him and hurting over the fact that he will be going to a group home....one is enough....now two!  I dodn't feel like doing anything but sleeping which is not a good sign for someone with depression.  I'm managing to get myself to eat and do all the normal hygene, clean the house things that I usually do but my thoughts are not on what I'm doing.  They are with Dan.  

 
Well, this is just another hurdle to get over in life.....they come and go.  Some more difficult than others.  This one really hurts.  When you see one of your kids lose almost all of their cognitive abilities, their memory, and just about everything else it is difficult to feel anything but pain and grief.  I"ll get through it like everything else...but it just breaks my heart.

Posted by Kathy on July 20, 2004 10:51 AM