August 05, 2004

Upside down and inside out...

That's how I feel. Things with my schizophrenic son ( who is in a Psych hosp) change on a daily and hourly basis which is driving me bonkers. One time he will stay where he is at til a SIP apartment opens up for him. The next person I talk to says..."what?? keep him waiting in the hospital till one opens up? Like I am some sort of criminal for keeping my son in a safe place. How would they like to live with someone who recently had a homicidal psychotic episode? I don't think so.

So...it has been difficult...with hard decisions to be made. At times I feel like I can't handle it anymore and I will call my church and ask them to start praying for me....my son and this whole situation.

Posted by Kathy on August 5, 2004 10:04 AM