June 16, 2004

Well hello

Well here is my first entry.

I am so sick and tired of food. You see junk food everywhere you go. Even to a freakin craft store. I go to get some beads and all that is at the checkout is candy this or candy that. Just sooo annoying!!!

I've struggled with this food thing for to danged long. Have dealt with it for 14+ years since I was a kid. I'm 23 now. I feel like a person probably does at the age of 50 or 60. Meaning I have the aches and pains they start to get. Scares the crap out of me of how I will be then, if I do survive to that age.

For me the food feeds the depression that then leads me to more depression if that makes any sense! HA!

Going to try to change my life starting now. I know I will fail at times but I will just have to accept that and move on with progress. Life isn't easy either...need to accept that.

Need to get off my butt.

Posted by Mel on June 16, 2004 5:30 PM