Life is a PRISON...get some help, you're to young to not live your life! You can feel better without pills. Good luck!

Everyday I struggle to find out whats going on in my mind. When I was younger I was mentally abused and I've been to many psychologists to find out that I have Severe Depression and ADD. I know that Depression goes into remission, but I'm starting to wonder if I'm not bipolar. My mood swings vary between a couple days in attack mode, and crys nobody seems to hear except my boyfriend whom I feel like is getting tired of. Then the next week I'll be fine. I am so tired of taking meds for everything though. Last time I was on something it messed up my head and it was supposed to be for adults and instead of helping I was cutting my wrists all the time and I would come home, put my face in the pillow and scream. I always cried and went off the deep end. I cant concentrate on anything, I'm a senior in high school and I feel like I'm not going to be able to pass this year because it's so much of a struggle. I'm ok today but will I be tomorrow?