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Thursdays

My heart aches more on Thursdays. Those were my appointment days with Sharon. I used to look forward to 5:00 coming. Right now I should be in the waiting room for her to come get me. I try hard to keep my act together all day but at 5:00 on Thursdays I just seem to fall apart. It all still feels so WRONG. I miss being there so much. I miss everything. I have so much to talk about. Things ended so badly and with nothing resolved, so much left hanging, so many unanswered questions, things I will never know about... and she doesn't even care. I hate myself so much. I wish I hadn't screwed up so bad, whatever I did.

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