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struggling to stay safe

just keep moving
dont think
dont feel
i even went to the mall to keep myself distracted.
i HATE shopping
and i hate the mall.

i had no other place to go.
in the other room are razor blades I'm aching to use, but trying so hard to stay away from them too.
I keep them just to feel "safe". Mae carries around bits of sharp glass, "just to feel safe."
I dont know why.

Tomorrow I'm taking off work. I have a couple doctor appointments.
Then I see my nutritionist and therapist. Thank God.
Tomorrow's going to be a really hard day. I dont want to be here for it.

Posted by pilgrim | Filed under: Biofeedback



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I am a young woman living with a dissociative disorder that came about as a result of years of trauma. Although there are many people who share my body with me, we are all learning to work together and live a better life.
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