January 24, 2005
totts memory written with help from carrie
Its my turn to write what I remember and how I came to be.
When heavens was about 4 she liked to get up at night to get a drink or play with her toys. she didnt like taking naps either which made deb very angry. Deb would spank her and hit her for getting up and then to teach her a lesson she would make her lay down on the bed on the top bunk and then get a belt and tie her arms up over her head with a belt to keep her in bed. I had to come help her and take away the pain. I could stop it but I could take her place for a while and keep her safe. Heavens even drank out of the toilet and dog dish. Shes not retarded but she was soo scared of making a noise and she got so thirsty that she drank out of the dog dish and tolit so no one would hear her.
I dont understand why deb hated us so much. we never did anything to her. maybe we were just born bad. why are we bad and her sister isnt?
Jill
Posted by Heavensdaughter on January 24, 2005 05:52 AM