December 15, 2006
we finally hit one of our goal weights of 105.
Its not really that we see ourselfs as fat as much as it is that we are so afraid to gain any weight for fear of getting fat.
With everything being so far out of control its nice to have something to be able to control, as silly as that sounds. Its like, ok i cant control anything else that is going on but i can control what goes into my body.
Weve hit a very severe depression again. this really sucks. Everytime we start to do better, we back slide down again.
Posted by Heavensdaughter on December 15, 2006 4:56 AM