January 19, 2005
Therepy
We went to therepy yesterday. My therepist said I looked sad. What's sad? I feel hurt but I dont even know if thats the same thing. I cant talk to her about it either cause I'm not supposed to feel hurt or sad. I cant let anyone know how much it bothers me that mom always calls her bf when she is with me or talks with her kids when she is only over to see me for a couple of hours each week if even that and gets to see them the whole rest of the week.
Everyone is such a mess. Tott cant understand why mom cant come over or why we cant live with her anymore and why when she does come, she cant read to tott or play with her. Amy just wants to yell at her for getting rid of us and lieing to us. Jill doesnt really know what to feel and shes just so confused. Jill is just trying so hard to push her away and forget about everything. I just end up sleeping when ever I am out.
Posted by Heavensdaughter on January 19, 2005 3:20 AM