April 17, 2006
Silent
dont you just love it when stuff happens and your not exactly sure what and you just hafta sorta deal with it cuse no one else wants to?
I took a scalding hot bath today trying to wash away the scent. i managed to get a turkey sandwhich in but heavens jus puked it up again anyways. I went through our closet and took out all of the girly looking stuff so all thats left is boyish baggy looking clothes. That way it hides everything. I'd actually jus like to cut everything off and not have anything to attract guys. Things would be lots better that way and we wouldnt get hurt as much. its not like we got rapped, amy concented to it but she had no right to conscent and none of the rest of us wanted it to happen and then amy just left and went out in the middle of it happening so now heavens and jill are both really upset. Silent
How do you get that lonely? How do you hurt that bad?
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely...
And nobody knows?
Posted by Heavensdaughter on April 17, 2006 12:42 PM