November 05, 2006
healing
The last few days have been sorta a healing period. All the cuts all over my arm and legs have started to heal pretty good. I know my mom wants me to tell her before I do it, but I cant. I'm not at that point yet. Sure I could say that i felt like cutting but then i would probably just find something else to do, like burn or maybe something worse.
Weve had lots of people over the past several weeks come over. Its hard to know what to think about it all. Mostly i just try and pretend nothing is going on, that no one else is here. Its lots easier that way.
I played 2 games with my little sister today, ok so shes not so little, but shes still my little sister. I played monopoly and dice with her for like 2 hours. Then i did some crafts and made my mom a pumpkin picture out of construction paper. I'm thinking of getting a web cam so i can take picture of some of the stuff we do.
Posted by Heavensdaughter on November 5, 2006 02:08 PM
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I'm glad you're still writing. I was worried about you. Also, I guess I get confused easily. Are your kids you talk about real life kids or alters? Or both?
Posted by: The Real Me at November 5, 2006 08:46 PM