January 12, 2006
disappointed
Why do people say they are going to do stuff, so that you get your hopes up? They get mad then when you get upset that they didn't follow through. My friend said she was going to stop by last night but that it would probably be later on in the evening/night. We stayed up late waiting for her to come and she never did. We never even got so much as a phone call from her to tell us she wasn't comming. It's just all so frustrating. The human heart can only take so many let downs. I missed my appointment with my t this week because my friend had other things to do. i dont go back for another 2 weeks. It would be nice to go and be consistant. Right now i feel like i'm just playing catch up in between sessions and i'm not really making progress. It's soo frustrating. 2 weeks in between appointments is too long of a time. And then with the cancelations etc. *sighs* I could change to someone closer to me but the chances of developing the type of theraputic relationship i have with my t with someone else is pretty slim. Shes the first t in a long line of therapists that i've had that i could talk to. It's all just soo frustrating. It wouldn't be so bad if i could drive, which i can, just not without someone. If my friend would take the time to take me out to practice, i could have had my license by now and i wouldn't have to go through any of this kind of stuff. I can feel my hair turning grey.
Posted by Heavensdaughter on January 12, 2006 03:37 AM